I let the dog lick margarine from the bathtub
while clutching shots of gin like
liquid bombs
And the postman leaves a red
collection slip
in the dusty mail slot
Because
on Tuesdays
I no longer care about
packages that are reckless
indulgences
Or
Small redemptions
While my grandmother disintegrates
on the periphery
These days
The smell of gas emanating from
sliced fruit is a gastronomical
conundrum
I make futile attempts
At reinventing myself
In a revolving door
Moored like a boat
As reconciliations become broken
constellations in my fingers
And when I ask my mother’s
favourite batik scarf if it will infiltrate
my scene of birth
It does not answer back
Yet
Nobody tells you
Standing behind derelict
vehicles in the rain
while the world looms
while the night sky
is a vast ventriloquist
losing yourself to smoke
feels like knowing the word
Jericho in multiple languages
-Runneth